其实我真的是很....!!!!

其实我真的是很笨，
In fact, I was really stupid,

 我真的很笨。

I'm really stupid.

什么都不懂，

Do not understand anything,

不知道我是不是真的很笨还是假的笨。

Do not know I was not really stupid or not stupid.

我也不知道了。
I do not know.


其实我真的是很傻，

In fact, I was really silly,

我真的很傻。

I'm really silly.

因为朋友说什么，

Because my friends say,

我都装傻，装不懂，装什么事都不管我的事。

I pretend I do not know, pretend to be everything whatever I do.

也不是不想听。

Does not want to hear.

其实爱情是盲目的，

In fact, love is blind,

当你真正的爱上一个人，

When you truly love a person,

不管朋友在怎样的说，你也听不进去。

No matter what kind of friend that you would not listen to.

还会做傻事。

Will anything silly.

其实我是真的是知道的，
In fact, I really know,

只是不想知道，不想看到，也不想听到。

Just do not want to know, want to see, do not want to hear.

装傻也有装傻的好，

There is also a good play the fool play the fool,

就算有人问起你做么你没有妈妈的，

Even if someone asked you to do what you do not have mother,

我就装傻装不懂，

I play the fool loaded understand,

我也不知道他做么会离开。

I do not know what she will leave.

就简单的一句“不知道，嬷嬷没有和我说。我不想找她。” 

The simple sentence "do not know, Mother, and I said no, I do not looking for her."

就是这样。 

Is like that.

不过我还是我。
But I still me.


其实我真的是很幸福的吧，

In fact, I am indeed very happy it,

有姑姑，爸爸，嬷嬷，家人疼。 
There aunt, father, Grandmother, family pain.

还有男友的疼爱吧， 

There boyfriend love it,

我知道男友是为了我好。

I know that her boyfriend is good to me.

我什么都知道的。 
What I know of.


我还是我嘛。

I was my thing.

别再为我担心了。
Do not worry for me.